I'm Falling in Love

I'm falling in love with a girl. I have known this girl for years. I am not quite sure why it has taken me so long to start having these feelings. This chic is cute with her blue/green eyes and her little nose. She is amazingly sweet and loyal. I love that this girl that can appreciate the arts. She has a pretty good sense of humor too. Overall, this girl is fantastic.

Now that I see this girl for what she is, I feel horrible for how I have treated her in the past. I have embarrassed her. I have told her horrible things (i.e. you are fat, ugly, and stupid). I have made her cry again and again. I have stifled her. I have made her doubt herself. Honestly, I have been horribly abusive to her. She is forgiving, and for that I am lucky. I don't ever want to hurt her again.

I have decided to treat her to a date day this coming Friday. I want to know her better. I want to see her smile. I want her to feel appreciated. Whatever she feels like doing, we will do. If she feels like watching a movie- she's got it. If she wants to go shopping- I'm buying. If she wants to go out for lunch-I'm game. I am going to allow her to do whatever makes her feel special- because she is.

Christina- this Friday is your special day. Make it count!

First Impressions

First impressions are important. I think most people would agree with that statement. That is exactly why I have been planning my first blog post for the past few days. It was to be about how I would like people to see me and about how they probably REALLY see me (Trust me....they don't go hand-in-hand). Then I woke up this morning knowing that today was the day. I was going to make my introduction as soon as I got home tonight.

Then today happened. A little incident that included my husband's love for "rocking the boat," caused a day full of drama. This drama included my family's newest impression of him. It has been exhausting for me because as a person with many roles in life, I am somewhat stuck in the middle. So, this leaves me here. Here, with no energy to discuss impressions.

Instead, I will leave you with this little tid-bit. I will not be the type of person that is full of crazy, amusing stories. I am not full of jokes. I am not going to fill this page with controversy. I am actually quite vanilla. I am fine with that. I am going to be real to who I am and what I believe. That's it....